Josefine

a strong girl keeps her stuff in line, and with tears running she still manages to spit the simple words "i'm fine."

I just don't feel like I know myself very well right now, so how can I be sure about anything?  Most of the time I feel so awkward, you know, like I don't belong in my own skin, I get frustrated at everything, I could just scream and there's no reason for it, I just hate myself.

i just don't feel like i know myself very well right now, so how can i be sure about anything? most of the time i feel so awkward, you know, like i don't belong in my own skin, i get frustrated at everything, i could just scream and there's no reason for it, i just hate myself.

i didn't want to admit it. it was easier to lie. hide the hurt and emptiness to smile instead of cry.

Sometimes I wish I could just be a little kid again.  So when life gets tough you can just play pretend.  I wanna go back to when Santa did exist.  When your daddy was the only boy you ever kissed.  When Disney World was the best place to be.  When the only movies you could see were rated G.  When your biggest problem was learning to write your name and people didn't change...and your friends were the same.  And every time you were sad or you had a bad day.  You could just run to mommy and it would all be okay.  I wanna go back to no hurt...and no pain...just laughter.  When everyone always lives happily ever after.

sometimes i wish i could just be a little kid again. so when life gets tough you can just play pretend. i wanna go back to when santa did exist. when your daddy was the only boy you ever kissed. when disney world was the best place to be. when your biggest problem was learning to write your name and people didn't change... and your friends were the same. and every time you were sad or you had a bad day, you could just run to mommy and it would all be okay. i wanna go back to no hurt... and no pain... just laughter. when everyone always lives happily ever after.

i'm just a fucked up girl living in a fucked up life in a fucked up world. welcome to where being me is

i'm tired of being nice to people who don't give a shit about me.

You don't understand me and you never will.  So don't start that shit 'bout knowin' how I feel.

you don't understand me and you never will. so don't start that shit 'bout knowin' how i feel.

i went to school for 14 years and my best teacher was experience.

Have you ever felt so alone and nothing makes sense?  Well that's how I feel right now...I feel like I'm facing everything myself, with nothing but tears and a fake smile...

Have you ever lived my life, have you ever spent one minute in my shoes?  If you haven't, then tell me why you judge me like you do.

Every morning you get up and put on a fake smile...but what if one morning you didn't?  Would anyone notice?

have you ever felt so alone and nothing makes sense? well that's how i feel right now...
i feel like i'm facing everything myself, with nothing but tears and a fake smile...

every morning you get up and put on a fake smile...
but what if one morning you didn't? would anyone notice?

words hurt more than anything else can, because they last, sometimes forever.

There's this girl in the mirror, I wonder who she is. Sometimes I think I know her and sometimes I wish I did.  There is a story in her eyes, lullabies, and goodbye.  When she's looking back at me I can tell...she's hurting inside.

there's this girl in the mirror, i wonder who she is. sometimes i think i know her and sometimes i wish i did. there is a story in her eyes, lullabies, and goodbye. when she's looking back at me i can tell... she's hurting inside.

i’m more afraid of life than death.

you know what i really need? to stop thinking that i need you.

sure, you make my smile effortless, but it is possible for me to smile without you.

& guess what? without you i don't cry, either

you know what i really need? to stop thinking that i need you.

sure, you make my smile effortless, but it is possible for me to smile without you.

& guess what? without you i don't cry, either.

i think i'm afraid of being happy because everytime i'm happy, something bad always happens.

people think she's so strong... because she pretends nothing is wrong.

teardrops slowly fall from my eyes as i look to the sky, and i question how come life keeps passing me right on by. i just wonder why i can't escape, is this my fate? to always be unhappy and how much longer must i wait...

i'm tired of trying. i'm tired of crying. i know i've been smiling, but inside i'm dying.

i'm screwing up every little good thing i ever try to do. i was born to lose.

i'm not afraid of the gun in my hand, i'm not afraid of dying, i'm just afraid of the pain it will bring, and to see my best friends crying.

i don't know if i'm getting better or just used to the pain..

Behind my smile is a hurting heart.  Behind my laugh, I'm falling apart.  Look closely at me and you will see, the girl I am...isn't me.

behind my smile is a hurting heart. behind my laugh, i'm falling apart. look closely at me and you will see, the girl i am... isn't me.

behind my smile is everything you'll never understand.

I don't know what I want in life.  I don't know what I want right now.  All I know is that I'm hurting so much inside that it's eating me, and one day, there won't be any more of me left.  Everything that ever cause a tear to trickle down my cheeks, I run away and hide from it.  But now, everything is unwinding and finding its way back towards me.  And I don't know what to do.  I just know that the pain I felt so long ago, it's hurting ten times more.

i don't know what i want in life. i don't know what i want right now. all i know is that i'm hurting so much inside that it's eating me, and one day, there won't be any more of me left. everything that ever cause a tear to trickle down my cheeks, i run away and hide from it. but now, everything is unwinding and finding it's way back towards me. and i don't know what to do. i just know that the pain i felt so long ago, it's hurting ten times more.

i do what i believe in, even if what i believe in keeps me from breathing.

Have you ever been betrayed? That shit's the worst hit of pain

When somebody you loved can't look you in the face

And have you ever had your heart torn out by somebody you thought was a friend

And now your trust is worn down or bought to an end

have you ever been betrayed? that shit's the worst hit of pain,

when somebody you loved can't look you in the face.

and have you ever had your heart torn out by somebody you thought was a friend?

and now your trust is worn down or bought to an end.

i wish i was a rapper.

i wish i was a rapper. there are certainly times when i wish i could just drop an album and channel all my ideas, anger, humor and energy into some music and be done with it.

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true story

all i have in this world is my pistol and my promise, a fist full of dollars, and a list full of problems.

They say u never know what u have untill u

lose it , u promised ur girl some , u better do it , u can't tell a

woman u love her , r u stupid , words don't express the Love, u

gotto prove it

they say you never know what you have untill you

lose it, you promised your boy some, you better do it, you can't tell a

guy you love him, are you stupid, words don't express the love,
you got to prove it.

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sunny days wouldn't be special if it wasn't for rain, joy wouldn't feel special if it wasn't for pain

all i want is for you to know me again. for me to be in your life and even if it can't happen right now, i would just like to know that you hear my plea. i would just like to know that i'm not blocked from your memory.

these times are so hard, and their getting even harder.

anyone can give up, it's the easiest thing in the world to do.
but to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart, that's true strength.